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FRIENDS FOREVER! [22 Aug 2005|12:23pm]
the crew: guys and dolls.

we've grown close to eachother and now it's time to let go. we're all going our seprate ways and everyone will carry on with their lives. Remember all the good time we've had with each other. I love you all, guy and dolls.

Anam, Rosalyn, Whitney, Stacy, Kim, Marco, Alysa, Owen, Mark, Sevo, Jay, Tony, Krystina, Sung, Elena.








goodbye.
2 Kiss(es)Love Me.

[23 Jul 2005|12:53am]
i've thought about you alot.
i just can't let go.
i love you too much to.
Love Me.

and she left. [07 Jul 2005|02:16am]

friendship isn't a big thing ---

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship;  it is the spirtual inspiration that comes to one when she discovers that someone else believes in her and is willing to trush her with friendship.

We've shared many smiles and many tears, but nothing beats the laughter.

A friend is someone who smile when you smile, laugh when you laugh, but hold your hand when you cry.

                                          ---- i love you whitney leigh.

                               ---- it's a million little things.

 

whitney ---

       we promise each other it's til the end.

                       It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone 
                           But I hold on to your secrets in white houses 

         We were all in love and we all got hurt 

                       It's all too sweet to last     

                            And I pray it never fades in white houses 

                I feel so far from where I've been 
                   So I go, and I will not be back here again
                        I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses 
                             I lie, put my injuries all in the dust 
                                 In my heart is the five of us 
                                        In white houses

 

you mean so much to me.  i love you.

 

1 Kiss(es)Love Me.

[25 May 2005|05:40pm]
i've been lost in my own world.
4 Kiss(es)Love Me.

[15 May 2005|06:15pm]
PROM WAS FUCKING SWEET!


____ Pictures to come.
Love Me.

BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE! [02 May 2005|06:43am]
PROM - 12 DAYS!

___ THE NIGHT OUT ___Collapse )
2 Kiss(es)Love Me.

[23 Apr 2005|12:06pm]
goodbye.

________________ THE END.
2 Kiss(es)Love Me.

hmm feeling good. [13 Apr 2005|06:54pm]
[ mood | happy ]

with his words killing me sofly, with his song.

just listening to lauren hill and it's making me feel good. i need to buy some blank cds NOW. i need to make myself a "GOOD MOOD" cd. hmm. life's been decent, not to bad, not to good, i'm enjoying it though. the spring season always bring back memories. the heat, sun, and smells always brings back the good times:

.going to church retreats and hitting on guys (rc).
.counting all the 'ma' in get no better (kc.rc.sw.).
.setting of car alarm, then po rolling up (sw.ls.kc.sm.).
.going to the park and seeing the hottest guy in michigan (lo.)
.at night when the breeze is not to hot or not to cold it reminds me of the night at erics (sw).
.when kissing that 'one' boy with the taste of cigs brought chills runing up at down my spine (ad).
.when it's warm enough to put the windows down and feel that warm breeze it reminded me of the convertable times (five).
.laying on stacy's floor and seeing the velvet coloring pad that kim gave to stacy. rolling on the floor laughing. kimmie i love your art work.

_____________ and those are just a few. -------- we've reminced momories one to many times, now it's time to make them.
i love it, forever and a day.

i'm so glad michigan is getting warmer and warmer everyday. err. for some reason i like the feeling of being alone. it's actually realli nice. it's a time for me to reflect. hmm i had a wonderful talk with joelle and cara and it made me relize how important people are in my life. and some of those important people i have left, or left me. i just miss the old times.

hmm. well i've heard a lot of shit about people talking about me, but at this point in my life i realli don't give a fuck. i realli don't. it use to be just people that didn't like me, but then it started being friends. usually i would get realli pissed off but at this point i relize people are dirt and they like to betray one another. talking about me doesn't hurt me, all it does for you is make you feel better about yourself. and if talking about me makes you feel better then you need perfesional help!

hmm i love ranting.

always remember: don't get to stressed out on life because i'm pretty sure, in the end, 10 out of 10 people die. i'm pretty sure. . .


it don't get no better.

11 Kiss(es)Love Me.

[11 Apr 2005|06:13pm]
everyone answer this question:

where do you all think you'll be in 10 years?
9 Kiss(es)Love Me.

[11 Apr 2005|06:07pm]
Life... a long journey...
Where it ends... no one can see...
Until that final day...
And we take our last breath...
Where we say goodbye to friends...
To good times and memories...
That we will cherish... forevermore...
Who knew life would be so hard...
Who knew life would be so complex...
Life full of ups and downs...
With love and hate...
Joy and remorse...
Things to remember...
And things we want to forget...
So much pain we all feel at times...
When we all feel alone...
We celebrate our birthdays...
The day God blessed this earth...
With special people...
Like everyone one of you...
We mourn for lost ones...
Whether they pass away...
Or we lose them in one way or another...
It's hard to understand...
So hard to comprehend...
Why things could happen this way...
Why we always end up...
Going through the same things again...
Why do such bad things happen...
To such good people...
How come so many people lack things...
When they are most deserving...
Why me... we always seem to ask...
All of us have the same questions...
All of us are in this together...
Everything has a reason...
God has plans for all of us...
But until the day we know...
What our purpose truly is...
Confused we will remain...
Lost we will stay...
But always remember...
"We" are here for each other...
"We" are here to help comfort...
"We" are here to just be there...
Not to care whether we get hurt...
Not to care how others think of us...
Born of Christ...
Together in Christ...
Through it all in Christ...
And forever in Him...

We are a family...
I hope none of you...
Ever feel alone again...

"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." - Matthew 6:34
1 Kiss(es)Love Me.

It Hurts Me. [04 Apr 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | Disappointed In Myself. ]

hmm today wasn't a good day. i've been down lately for the things i have done. Everynight i cry myself to sleep because i disappoint someone important in my life. sometimes i hurt my body, my parents, my friends, and espeically God.  i've done things that hurt my body and could hurt me in the long run, i disappoint my parents, i let down my friends, i'm not faithful to God.

I've done some not so good things this pass few weeks and i regret every second of it.  I've done things that can alter my life forever, i put others and myself in danger at times. i realli hate what i do. my actions are wrong and i wish i could take them back.  sometimes it's just simple like i said something bad, or something complex where my life in danger.

everything i do will haunt me through life. even tho people say live for the future, it won't happen since people find dirt on you to trash you. it seems to me this world is full of hate where we get bored doing good, now the new thing that's in is doing bad. we live in this world where we call each other names to make us feel better, betrey friends, lie, steel, and hate. but it's all second nature to us now.

i've hurt many people, people that i love, people that i don't know, and people that i don't like, sometimes it's intensional and sometimes it's by mistake. i've relized i've lived my life an aweful way to live life. yeah at the time it was 'fun' but soon it will catch up to me and hurt me in some way. i kno people talk about me, i bring the drama to people. i'm the one that started having people talk about me because of my actions.

i ask one thing of you, you don't have to feel bad for me, you don't need to stop talking bad about me, its nothing of that sort. just please pray for me and i will pray for you. this world needs more people to pray for each other.

In the Name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirt. Amen.
Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen.

10 Kiss(es)Love Me.

WHY? [28 Mar 2005|12:13pm]
In light of the many perversions and jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.

Billy Graham's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her "How could God let something like this happen?" (regarding the attacks on Sept. 11).

Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said "I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives."

And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?"

In light of recent events...terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found recently) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK.

Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school ...... the Bible says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK.

Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn't spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr. Spock's son committed suicide). We said an expert should know what he's talking about. And we said OK.

Now we're asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.

Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with "WE REAP WHAT WE SOW."

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how you can send 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Are you laughing?
Love Me.

$ 2 0 . 0 0 [28 Mar 2005|10:18am]
an email i got a while ago:

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special- Don't EVER forget it." Count your blessings, not your problems. And remember: amateurs built the ark ... professionals built the Titanic. If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.
1 Kiss(es)Love Me.

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